In the evening, after the sun began to set, I went for a walk in the park.
Lee was a little sulky after being told "'Staying home alone'" and left at her parents' house on Sunday night.
But I guess it's good that she was allowed to sleep in her grandmother's futon?
I was busy yesterday and out all day, but for some reason I couldn't sleep last night.
I go to bed around 10 PM, but I wake up every hour starting at midnight.
When I woke up at 3 AM, I was so incredibly sad that I hugged Gigi and 'I cry'.
When I woke up at 4 AM, I asked Gigi to take me for a walk.
We held hands and went for a walk for about 20 minutes, saying "'It's cold, isn't it?'," and when we came back, I was able to sleep until around 6am.
I was woken up before going to work by a voice saying "'Darling breakfast'," but I didn't really have much of an appetite, so I had only fruit and milk for breakfast and lay down again until 8 o'clock.
I feel bad for Gigi, thinking that she must have been woken up every time I woke up and had to go to work sleep-deprived, which makes me feel depressed too.
Despite knowing it might be dangerous to travel by train, I headed to the station to go to the hospital.
Three trains passed by in a row, but if I had taken a step forward at that moment, I wouldn't have any photos of Lily today, so it's difficult.